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I AM Swallowed up and suffocating in this place of sadness or rather – in this place called sadness
it is a place
a location Some people live there for years “What your problem is, darling”, He laughed “You have a wishbone where your backbone is supposed to be.” No, no, no – it’s just a crisis of confidence…

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Leftover StanzasShe holds tight to her hurt       While playing patty cake    At the knees of pain Talking in the dark       To the shadow of a Man that loves her
     She pretended to be his lover    But he needed a girlfriend So they lived Alone Together       Until he grew up    And she grew old
When I was little...    She thought God lived in
     The brass screw that held the
  Light Leftover Stanzas
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breathlessThe weight of your words Fragile truths whispered in love Took my breath away breathless
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leap of faithnaked toes curled over the edge
     of reason
bended knees catapult high into clouds       silver lined
outstretched arms slice air free falling       in love
resurrected spirit dances as you believe       in me leap of faith
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Not even a good lesbian

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 3, 2009, 5:59 PM

"I laughed when I realized how many years it took to discover who I am
...by first zealously exploring who I am not."

I washed my dad's butt today.
I was happy to do it, of course and did it with gusto and love but
it broke him for me to have to do it.
There is no cancer in the kidney we removed.
But he is old and I'm scared.
I don't like death - or cleaning butts - $600 plane tickets - being away from my family - or the fact that my mom
well ....
if I get sick - please find someone else to take care of me.

My mother is in love with a one breasted lesbian.
Or the one breasted lesbian is in love with my mom.

My dad said today, "she's probably not even a good lesbian".

I think he is probably right.

peace.love.grooviness

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Mood: Peaceful
Listening to: IV drip
Reading: Brother Odd
Watching: House
Eating: Hospital Food
Drinking: Snapple Diet Green Tea

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Apr 3, 2009 Not even a good lesbian
Mar 22, 2009 Today
Jan 11, 2009 Week One - Done
Jan 4, 2009 Anniversary
Oct 28, 2008 Sock Monkey Slippers
Aug 12, 2008 Fall Tease
Jul 11, 2008 Red Bicycle
Apr 25, 2008 Travel Journal
Mar 22, 2008 Today
Feb 22, 2008 Live with Intention

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~rider-on-the-storm

May 17, 2009, 12:35:54 PM

you never posted pictures of your luv bus like you said you were.
thought i forgot?

--
"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)

~Gorshank

May 10, 2009, 6:38:16 AM

Happy mother's day, mate - i'd toast a beer, but I've got yet another 1000words to write in the next few hours!

- hope the day brings some respite of joy and contentment to ya